life stuff, i guess

it's been seven months or so since i last wrote anything here, so i suppose it's time for an update. health-wise, i'm doing good, i think. i've lost some weight,…

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politics and friends

i've been thinking a lot on the nature of friendship, especially with the political upheaval in the US that's coming to a head. i've talked a few times about my…

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religion and friends

i've had some thoughts percolating in my head for the past couple of weeks, and think maybe i can do something with them now. the election is over. in two…

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bad day

to paraphrase the Bene Gesserit, "i will let it pass over me and through me. and when it is gone, only i will remain."

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366 days.

what do i say here? what more can i say? how many ways can i say it? i miss you. i love you. you're forever in my heart. i listened…

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rollercoaster

it's been two months since i made an entry here. in that time, the world has gone into quarantine. i've been...existing. coping. mostly. i got a new computer for my…

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state of being

it's been about a month since my last post, and nearly 3 since my last health-type update. since the new year, i've had my meds reevaluated. i wasn't being able…

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it isn’t easy.

my best friend from high school (M), someone i've known over half of my life, lost her mother (D) today. it's been an uphill battle for her health for years,…

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dear lila (3/?)

i keep finding your fur on my clothes. i'm sad thinking about the fact that one day i won't notice that i don't have any left. i dreamed about you…

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20/20

i feel like i should give an update on things. i'm still drawing, albeit slower than before. i don't want to feel like it's a hassle, but it kind of…

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