state of being

it's been about a month since my last post, and nearly 3 since my last health-type update. since the new year, i've had my meds reevaluated. i wasn't being able…

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it isn’t easy.

my best friend from high school (M), someone i've known over half of my life, lost her mother (D) today. it's been an uphill battle for her health for years,…

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dear lila (3/?)

i keep finding your fur on my clothes. i'm sad thinking about the fact that one day i won't notice that i don't have any left. i dreamed about you…

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20/20

i feel like i should give an update on things. i'm still drawing, albeit slower than before. i don't want to feel like it's a hassle, but it kind of…

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i enjoyed CATS 2019

i talked a bit about this on twitter. we saw CATS on Christmas, bringing back an ancient tradition of going to the movies on other peoples' holidays (which has since…

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december.

so far, 2019 has been a rough year. i spent most of it dealing with depression and burnout. i'm not finishing witchtober. i'm not doing it next year. i'm not…

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mistakes were made

let's see...in the past two weeks, we've finished our appointments for the month. i did cancel my last behavioural psych appointment because the doctor has helped me discover the tools…

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another late night

winter has officially begun. i mean, it began at the beginning of the month, but Starbucks now has the chestnut praline lattes back in, so it's definitely winter now. this…

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here we are again

October is over. Halloween is over. here i am. on the health front, over the past three weeks, my blood sugar has dropped over 100 points. i'm almost at a…

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