i haven’t been very productive of late, i know. i opened commissions last month and got a few hits. made what i could, and am slowly working on the rest.

i have upwards of 125 things in various stages of progress, and i am unhappy with the bulk majority of them.

i know it will pass. i know it’s a phase of depression and needing to get back to foundations. i know i’m still not done dealing with my grief over Lila.

but i really miss enjoying my work. i miss looking forward to art. i miss being happy with what i made.

i miss being happy.