bad day

to paraphrase the Bene Gesserit, "i will let it pass over me and through me. and when it is gone, only i will remain."

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rollercoaster

it's been two months since i made an entry here. in that time, the world has gone into quarantine. i've been...existing. coping. mostly. i got a new computer for my…

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mistakes were made

let's see...in the past two weeks, we've finished our appointments for the month. i did cancel my last behavioural psych appointment because the doctor has helped me discover the tools…

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another late night

winter has officially begun. i mean, it began at the beginning of the month, but Starbucks now has the chestnut praline lattes back in, so it's definitely winter now. this…

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here we are again

October is over. Halloween is over. here i am. on the health front, over the past three weeks, my blood sugar has dropped over 100 points. i'm almost at a…

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processing…|

i've been on my antidepressant for almost two weeks now. i think it's doing something? i'm actually enjoying video games. it might just be the shiny new modpack with neat…

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the grand chair adventure

our living room is awkward. it has seven walls. there are two proper corners, and they're only on the same wall if you don't count the small angle wall between…

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